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It made me shiver. And I about made up my mind to pray, and see if I couldn't try to quit being the kind of a boy I was and be better. So I kneeled down. But the words wouldn't come. Why wouldn't they? It warn't no use to try and hide it from Him. Nor from me, neither. I knowed very well why they wouldn't come. It was because my heart warn't right; it was because I warn't square; it was because I was playing double. I was letting on to give up sin, but away inside of me I was holding on to the biggest one of all. I was trying to make my mouth say I would do the right thing and the clean thing, and go and write to that nigger's owner and tell where he was; but deep down in me I knowed it was a lie, and He knowed it. You can't pray a lie — I found that out. 去书内
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    我全身簌簌发抖。我正要立意跪下祈祷，但愿能与过去那个孩子的所作所为一刀两断，重做一个新人。于是我双膝跪下。可是啊，偏偏话到了口边却说不出来。为了什么，话出不了口啊？企图瞒过“他”，那是做不到的嘛。要瞒过我，那也是做不到的嘛。我深深地明白，为什么那些话说不出口来。这是因为我的这颗心还不正啊；因为这颗心还有私心啊。这全因为我在玩两面倒的把戏啊。我一面装做要改邪归正，可是在私下里，在心底里，我却黏住了其中最最大的邪恶不放。我试图叫我的嘴巴说什么我要干正正当当的事，干干净净的事，还打算给这个黑奴的主人去信，告诉她他如今在那里。可是在我心底深处，我知道那是在撒谎——而上帝也知道。你可不能对上帝撒谎啊——这个道理，我如今算是弄明白啦 哈克贝利是很信仰上帝的

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