’ll do it,” I resolved: and having framed this determination, I grew
calm, and fell asleep. I kept my word. An hour or two sufficed to
sketch my own portrait in crayons; and in less than a fortnight I had
completed an ivory miniature of an imaginary Blanche Ingram. It looked a
lovely face enough, and when compared with the real head in chalk, the
contrast was as great as self-control could desire. I derived benefit
from the task: it had kept my head and hands employed, and had given
force and fixedness to the new impressions I wished to stamp indelibly
on my heart. Ere long, I had reason to congratulate myself on the
course of wholesome discipline to which I had thus forced my feelings to
submit. Thanks to it, I was able to meet subsequent occurrences with a
decent calm, which, had they found me unprepared, I should probably have
been unequal to maintain, even externally.
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Nuyoah
It seems that Jane Eyre did effectively choke his feelings, however, the real love is uncontrollable, just like Mr. Rochester did not abandon her as she said, but more deeply attracted by her indifference and self-esteem. Now, Jane Eyre such a woman has been too few, can not say that she loves herself, she loves love is true, pure.