Dependent

I am a girl wish for love,even though l never show that.even though l enjoy with my self.I really hope l can meet the one and we love each other so much.I never meet but l still liked one or two person.l like them and imagined the day would spend together,l liked them and lost myself,l really hate that and maybe knew lt was not true love，but when l met them,when l in that situations，l forgot to be independent from heart and myself. l read the Chinese version when l was a little girl,l have respected the leading lady 's choice between love and ego.l love you so much and you love me,but it would never be the reason l can not be the true myself——independed,strong,respected,self-loved and have my own value not just belong to U. l think l'd like to read it again