Such a depress notes

The work tells the story of a strange woman who, in the last moments of her life, was full of a lifetime of infatuation, wrote a poignant and touching letter, revealing her desperate love to a famous writer. And this writer is the neighbor who moved in when the little girl was 13 years old, the girl's obsession, the writer's vitality, so that this girl who didn't have good grades and couldn't find it in the crowd changed for him step by step, and finally became a girl with outstanding appearance. And it was this outstanding appearance that caught the attention of the writers, who spent three nights of ecstasy, and the lingering and bonding of love and affection fascinated her and made her unforgettable. But she didn't tell about her love for him, but hoped that when the writer held her in her arms, her heart would stir up some vague and distant memory, but the writer still didn't recognize her, the girl next door. In order to give the children the best education, she did not hesitate to commit herself to rich men, but she refused the marriage proposals of her admirers, in order to be free from marriage, and to dream that one day she would be able to return to the writer. As the maiden wrote in the letter, "My body has given them, but my heart is always with you." I think you'll understand. Until the "strange woman" died alone in the desolation and illness of losing her child, the writer never recognized the woman who met him several times and even loved in the dark as the girl next door back then, and only regarded her as a laughing girl in the party, one of the countless romantic encounters After reading the last letter of the "strange woman", the writer only vaguely felt some emotional clues, but never accurately recalled her image. The novel uses a woman's most painful experience to write about the depth and devotion of love. When I finished reading this book, I didn't know how to express that the girl did not have a trace of hatred for this "negative" man when she died, and all of them were love, a kind of unconditional love. I highly recommend that friends take the time to read this short story, it is not long, but there is a lot to think about in it, although it may be a useless book, but I recommend you to read it again.