读后感

Alec was a shadow that enveloped her heart. When Alec died, she felt relieved and only felt that she had completed the task. Therefore, she was eager to tell her husband that this was probably a smile on her face,rather than the panic and panic she felt after killing someone. Therefore, in the last five days of her life - the five days with Anji - the happiest five days of her life, she lived a peaceful life, her mood was also calm, and her calm attitude towards death also infected the person who arrested her. She stood up, dressed up, and walked forward; None of those people have started yet. I'm ready, "she said calmly. I think Tess may have died with happiness, or even with a sense of satisfaction, because she felt that she was dead and could no longer see Angel looking down on her. This can be seen from what she said before her arrest. So far, all I've been talking about is Tess. Perhaps you'll ask why Anji couldn't accept the cruel fact that Tess had been defiled by Alec and had a son, and proposed to separate from her. Isn't he very fond of Tess? Isn't his love for Tess noble? So, I want to say that he loves Tess too much. In his eyes, Tess is so beautiful, so kind, and a symbol of all purity. He can't tolerate what he sees in his eyes, and the Tess he thinks has any faults. He tries to stifle his feelings for Tess. He feels that the Tess that belongs to him no longer exists. In front of him, it's not the Tess he used to love deeply, But another woman with the appearance of Tess. On the night of his wedding, which was the night Tess told him about her past, the night they began to separate, he once sleepwalked and carried Tess into the forest, gently placing her in a coffin. Those who have read this novel will never forget the sentence he had been repeating at the time: dead, dead, Tess, my wife is dead, dead. In his heart, the most beautiful Tess died and no longer existed, his grief, his desperation, his abandonment of Tess, precisely because he felt that he had lost the most genuine and pure Tess of the time.